朵今晚又失眠了。
Duo lost sleep again tonight.
看着满天星星眨巴着眼睛，朵想：自己什么时候才能拥有那块像星星般闪亮的手表，这样就能在那个总是嘲笑她的女生面前炫耀一下，抬头做人了。想到这里，朵笑了，嘴角微微上扬，似乎看到了那个女生耷拉着脑袋露出羡慕的眼神。但随即朵明亮的眼睛又黯然无光：家庭条件不允许她这么做，父亲疲惫的眼神和母亲苍老的脸庞搅得她心烦，她无可奈何，只怨自己出身不好。
Looking at the stars and blinking, duo thought: when can he have the watch that twinkles like a star, so that he can show off in front of the girl who always laughs at her and look up. Think of here, duo smiled, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, as if to see the girl"s drooping head showing envy eyes. But then her bright eyes were dim: family conditions did not allow her to do so, her father"s tired eyes and ()her mother"s old face upset her, she had no choice but to blame her family background.
第二天，朵跟父亲吵架了，吵得很凶，只听见朵将父亲贬得一文不值，甚至怀疑自己不是他们的亲生女儿。回到房间，朵也不知道自己为什么这样做，但想到父亲哆嗦的嘴唇和母亲带着哭腔的劝阻声，朵摸摸脸上火辣辣的巴掌印，哭了，但却不知道为什么。
The next day, duo quarreled with her father fiercely. She heard that duo belittled her father to nothing, and even suspected that she was not their own daughter. Back in the room, duo didn"t know why he did it, but he thought of his father"s trembling lips and his mother"s dissuasive voice with a crying voice. Duo touched the hot palm print on his face and cried, but he didn"t know why.
晚上，母亲抚着朵的一头秀发，告诉了朵真相：父亲失业了，但为了朵，为了这个家，他不惜做码头工人，风餐露宿，夜不能眠。朵震惊了，豆大的泪水肆无忌惮地流，打湿了那条朵最喜爱的裙子。朵决定向父亲道歉。
In the evening, her mother stroked her hair and told her the truth: her father lost his job, but for her, for the sake of this family, he would not hesitate to be a dock worker, sleeping in the open, sleeping at night. Duo was shocked. Dou Da"s tears flowed recklessly, wetting her favorite skirt. Duo decided to apologize to her father.
本来屋中家徒四壁，房门也用一块早已过时的旧帘挡着。但据当时朵的说法，女儿长大了，也该顾及一下脸面，不能凡事随便，才在软缠硬磨下装了两扇门，朵门前一扇，父母门前一扇。现在看来，这两扇门由于长期打扫，仍发出白幽幽的光，把朵的脸照得透亮。
Originally, there were no houses in the house, and the door was blocked by an old curtain that was already out of date. But according to duo at that time, when her daughter grows up, she should also take care of her face. She can"t do anything casually. She just has two doors under the soft and hard mill, one in front of each door and the other in front of her parents" door. Now it seems that these two doors still emit a white and quiet light due to long-term cleaning, which makes duo"s face bright.
该怎么开口呢？朵苦恼着。他会原谅我吗？朵犹豫着，此刻却怨恨起这扇多事的门来。
How can I talk? Flower is troubled. Will he forgive me? Flower hesitated, but now resented the door.
手慢慢接近了把手，握住了！朵的手心里都是汗，门不会锁了吧？朵仍徘徊着，要是他不领情，我岂不是自讨没趣？朵又将手慢慢缩回。但，事情拖着总不是个办法呀，总要面对的。朵深吸一口气，不管三七二十一，抓住把手，用力一扭。出乎意料的，门"吱呀"一声开了。朵惊诧，抬头，正是父亲那饱含热泪的眼睛。朵又流泪了，但此刻，她却又笑了，嘴角再次上扬。
Hands slowly close to the handle, hold! The palms of duo"s hands are sweaty. The door won"t lock, will it? The flower still lingers. If he doesn"t appreciate me, don"t I please myself? Flower again slowly retracts the hand. However, it"s not a way to delay things. It"s always something to face. Take a deep breath, no matter what, hold the handle and twist it. Unexpectedly, the door squeaked open. Flower surprised, looked up, is the father"s eyes full of tears. Flower shed tears again, but now, she smiles again, and the corner of her mouth rises again.
生活中其实也是这样，有无数次类似这样的门，看似障碍，却最能考验人的勇气。门其实永远开着，只是缺少人们这勇敢的一步罢了。
In fact, it is the same in life. There are countless times of doors like this. They seem to be obstacles, but they can test people"s courage the most. In fact, the door is always open, just a lack of people"s brave step.
